so basically i think ive found this whole journal thing to be a bit of a release. so now i have started doing it more and more often, i guess thats nt a bad thing.
recently ive gotten to the point that i just cant stand not having a serious music project going on, so ive started a one man instrumental project, anybody is welcome to collaborate at any time. i just want to get something done. basically it will be me recoring layer of ter layer on every instrument myself, meaning the drums probably wont be anything to fancy, and any instrument without strings or keys, well they probably wont be used much, minus the harmonica, maybe.
my art, well its pretty much nothingness right now, like that black stuff from the never ending story, but worse. mostly because i just dont seem to care. im not much of an artist anyways. maybe ill just start uploading poems and short stories. because my visual art just seems lacking lately. i dont really have any motivation at this point.
if you actually read this, i applaud you, i dont think i couldve done it. and if all you read is the end, i am appauled. be a true friend, read my innermost thoughts!